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I'm sick & tired…

…so please excuse me if I’m not my usual happy self the next few days.

It’s been over 241 weeks since the hit & run. Sometimes I feel like there’s been no progress at all…like every battle I go into is just a waste of effort. Other times I feel almost strong enough to take on the world again. Occasionally I drink to forget – but wake up worse than I started.

Today is one of the bad days. I am unable to move my neck. My back muscles have all decided to go into spasm. My head is pounding up one side. The drugs are making me nauseous.

And I’m stuck here…sick, tired & alone.

I can’t even find the energy to read my emails…sorry. Normal service will be resumed soon, I promise.

Just got to pull my sorry self together.

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    Sarah Pugh
    August 25, 2009 at 10:59 am

    So sorry to hear you are having a bad day. It sounds like you have been through a lot. Stay strong and look after yourself.

    Sarah
    @ScotdownSouth

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    This Little Lady
    August 25, 2009 at 11:02 am

    Ah thank you Sarah. Feeling a little bit better today – just resting up and waiting…..
    Appreciate your loveliness x

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